Today is the day

Today D's first foster mom is coming to pick him up so they can take care of him while we are out of town visitting T's family in Indiana. I am so sad that we need to do this. I know they will take good care of him, and I know he's not healthy enough to travel, but I wish he could come with us. It will be hard to say goodbye. I'm stressed out about it - ok some moments and sad others. I'm trying to put my stress energy into doing a good job of packing for him, so he'll have everything he needs. So far I have 3 boxes of medical supplies, 1 of diapers and toys, a duffle bag of clothes, and a small bag of paperwork. I need to go finish. I just had to acknowledge somewhere that I am sad about this. :(